ENJOY WITH FAT LADY ON YOUR BED

Ive always had a problem with my weight and body image..im 30 and weigh 85kg...Its so damn hard to get over what you look like in the mirror always thinking do they see what you see,,,and the answer is no, good guys dont. IVe been with my wonderful partner for nearly two years and we love each other, he is a big guy and has no problems undressing or being naked..me on the other hand hate having the lights on during sex and hide with a towel when he comes into the bathroom! But even though i think he will look at all my lumps and bumps and girl i mean BUMPS , he doesnt...he sees me for me but unfortunatley my brain says otherwise,,,I think i will continue to feel like that for a long time, but one thing he always says to make me feel better is more cushion for the pushin lol....I guess in time there will be a defining moment in your and my life where we just dont care and realise that there is more to life then how we look....Its hard though when we have all these skinny magazine cover girls looking at us from a magazine stand! So hey as long as we have a guy that love us the rest will fall into line with time!!!

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